I'm going to turn into 19 soon
This is Mariya
Looking back into this year...
Graduated from high school in March
Starting the work with Picaru no Teiri after the graduation ceremony...
Since then,i had recording for 2 days in a week
And photoshoots with beloved Seventeen
Switch Girl!! 2
It was a year in which i was allowed to chellenge myself in various things
I am still a student
In past i used to blog something like this
"As for me,i don't know whether i should go to college/university after graduating from high school and i feel worried over it recently.
If i were to go to college,surely it would help me in future.
Up until now,i didn't go to school much,and when i did i learn new things.
But because of this job,i have to move to Tokyo when i was in the 2nd year of junior high school,and i have to give my all.
Everyday i do feel troubled like there's a big wall that make me say "this is impossible after all" but so far i've determined my own path,and to choose the suitable way and while studying i'm still doing my best in work.
Then,at times the clumsy me couldn't do it well in both field (study and work).
If after graduating,i'm not going to university,
I decided to concentrate on my work now.
There will be times for me to be worried,but since i've decided to give my all even more strongly on this work despite of feeling fear at that moment...
Since this is the path i've chose,i won't regret and keep on going."
An 18-year-old who was greeted with such anxiety
I feel complete/perfect beyond what i thought,it was a year in which i feel so grateful everyday
The age of 19 will greet me soon
Do not forget the initial resolution
Going on with ambition in future
** she wrote something(肩の力を抜いて) which i don't understand
be myself and smile (basically wrote 'mariya rashiku waratte)
So many ambitions lol
Well i'm the type who tends to think a lot 三 (/ ^^)/
I'm picturing how to make it great though (￣▽￣)
I'm turning 19 tomorrow, please treat me nice
*Keep your smile*.
if you want to read where she posted those in italics,i've translated it here